I grew up with the saying of if you get knocked down get back up before someone kicks you. I've come to learn I've never lived by that saying, instead, I lived by the saying of if you get knocked down make someone kick you so you can kick harder. Perhaps this is the reason why I feel the way I do and am the monster I made myself out to be. I've hurt people I cared about and became someone I hated.

You could say that is the reason I am here today, sitting, waiting, watching a door swing open and people I know nothing about walk in and ask for a beer. I am away from the ring again, missing as some would call it. Maybe I walked away due to wanting answers or perhaps just closure in knowing what I am. I do plan to return to the ring but for now "Missing" was the best for me.

With only Ally knowing my exact location I was trying to stay away from the radar of everyone else. It explains the reason behind why I am sitting in this dump with a Vodka Coke in my hand.

Wow.

A sigh left my lips as I watched a man walk in and walk near the table. He stopped beside me and looked down with a smile on his face that was warm and inviting, it took me off guard slightly. I looked up and smiled back.

I told Ally where I was, I didn't think she would come but I also didn't expect the brother Callaway to come. Hello Damien.








OOC: Took me forever to type with one hand and I might have taken meds to late and slept later than the alarm, sorry for the lateness of the rp lol.