She looks at him.

Christine: Honestly... I don't know. I have tried... I have argued... I have defended you and still she holds that anger. I can only say that this last one... must have been her breaking point. The demons ripped apart and the connection totally broken beyond repair. Maybe one day she will forgive and forget... if she knows how to forget. But Honestly... I don't know how to fix it.

She sighs and walks closer to Matt even thou she knows the risk.

Christine: To me... you are still family. Not just cause of the kids either. You will always be family. Hell you were their the day she entered me. You were there the day I was found in that closet. You Matt... you will always have a special place and no one... not even a crazied demon and change that. She had peaked out a few times sense I left. She is watching John close and no... she don't trust him yet either. But I guess she is letting this play out to see if he will do the same thing.

She swallows hard as she steps a bit closer.

Christine: The pain is great, and the hurt is deep... wounds heal over time. I know it is hard and we both are going to suffer... but Jewel seems like a nice girl. I think it is good you have her in your life. She seems to have picked up where I left off... trying to protect you and even the kids. But never, ever forget that the real me... I do still care. I do still love you and I always will. But until something changes... it isn't ment to me cause of that damn demon. I am not in the driver's seat anymore. Not like I used to be. John is protecting me. He hasn't let her or anyone else hurt me. And what is so damn hard... I love you both. But I can't risk your life. And Damn that hurts. I can't go to the dr... cause I would be locked away. And that would hurt even worse. I know Scott will forgive me in time. I hope you will too. Please... don't let this destroy you like it has me. Don't let it change you.

She takes a deep breath and gives Matt a hug before pulling away and starting to head back upstairs, hoping before she left he would come back up.