I wanted to say thank you. Not on twitter because fuck what outside of XWF thinks about what we do here. But I still wanted to say it so people understand why I am saying it.. 

I have been a mess for a bit. I hide it well and I don't exactly know how to handle it. Writing has been a distraction at best as of late and folks know I ain't great at that. 

Anyways, besides the point. XWF has had its up and downs. Everyone knows that. Yet I know if someone was to open up and reach out to people, they would have plenty on THIS roster that would still at the very least listen. 

I was freaking out the other day. Theo wouldn't know that because we talk on Discord but I was in a bad place and he hit me up. He wanted me to talk, asked me what was wrong and I said very little but he pushed because he could tell I was off. 

I don't want replies with words of wisdom or people reaching out because more than likely, I'll just say "I'm good" and continue to wear the mask we all at times wear to hide what we are going through. 

Still..

Theo, I appreciate you reaching out the other day. Thank you. Didn't change the dynamic but it did enough in the moment to help me adjust for the time being. 

Just wanted to say that..